job

so the job that i was told i definitely unequevically have, i don't. i called to follow up because i hadn't heard when my training was supposed to be, and she said, the school board decided since i'm a junior and have less flexibility with my schedule, they won't hire me. they went with an education major. like an education major will do better with a kid with autism than a psychology major. i'm so frustrated. and i cried, of course, because now i not only don't have a job, i don't have any job possibilities. i'm filling out job applications right now. hopefully SOMEONE will hire me. i'm so upset, and i don't know how i'm going to pay bills, and rent, and everything. i'm just at a loss. please Lord guide me, help open doors for me. i'm on my own and so far, i'm not making it. please help.